To be unnoticeable or To be noticeable

28 02 2007

 I don`t like to share my personal life with people because I trust somebody rarely.However what  I`m going to do now is very difficult for me because I realize that many people could read it.Someone would ask,then why are you doing this?!because I can`t bare it any more and I want to hear/read opinions about this case.

Me and my classmates are goning to reach the age when you have the full rights to do everything you want-drive,drink,go to night clubs,choose who would lead our country properly,the age when you start to lead your life,to decide for your own after few months .All these make me think that we are going to call ourself responsible,elder people.

However,I would never say that for two boys from my class.

Once upon a time there were four happy friends-helping each other on tests,making fun together,talking about different things.But like in most stories here we have dark side of the things,too.
Everthing started with the ad of a drink with a crocodile-Christopher and an elephant-Edi 4 months ago.The two boys started to call my friend Edi because she is not very slim and me-Chris(Christopher).I don`t know if they think I`m ugly like a crocodile but I don`t think I am!
One day,when we still talk at each other,I ask them why do you call me like that?-”because of your eyes,they are green”-the most stupid thing I`ve ever heard.
Then I cool my relationship with them,stop to talk with them,stop to help them with the tests and so on.
I know I shouldn`t care about such bull*****,only those who don`t care are winners in life-people told me.

Yesterday an explanation about all that hit me.
I sat alone on a desk and start to look around,a girl come and we started to talk,then another girl and another.All that happens within 10 min.-the break.Suddenly I saw that everybody who was in the room was around my desk except them two-sitting on the last desk laughting at something.One of the them got up and wrote on the black board this  
                                 C_ _ _ _ _ _ le
“guess the word”-he said laughting and looking at me.The crowd around me guessed but said nothing.
My conlusion is that they suffer(it`s a strong word) lack of attention and when see so many people like my company thay want to humilate me in front of these people.They are just jealose about that.Or I am wrong and just calm down myself woth that?!?

Probably such people will never grow up.


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6 03 2007
lyd

i hope they grow up :) i know you’ll grow up too and not worry about such things.

i don’t perceive the story as something special. such things are quite common. we did them every day … before we finished 3 class :P

yes, these boys want to impress people, and that’s a problem. however, i cannot see a problem with you. if you have a problem, then it’s a problem you have created yourself.

come oooon! you’ll be eighteen soon!!! my eyes are green too, and i LOVE reptiles :)

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