Yesterday I saw a girl….hmmm…..I better say already a woman that 4 years ago graduated form school and choir,pushing her baby-carriage.I felt so strange and bad…..
The last memory I remember her was when we were on a tour in Spain and I clearly can see her on the bus stairs flirting and giggling at a Russian boy asking him to take a photo with the other girls.So childish and teenager I remembered her and now when I saw her like that,I`m not saying it`s bad curse to have a child,no,that`s great miracle for each person.However,seeing her like that made me think of myself-Is life passing by so fast?Am I so grown up to see people,almost from my childhood,married and with babies?Is that what expecting me after some couple of years?I just……..dunno….
I would not forget the teenage smile of my memory and the smile of the mother at her baby,the smile of the life changed Silvia.
you’ll be what you want to be in a couple of years, i hope. never forget to take time to think of what you really want, to imagine yourself in the way you’d love to be